This song is really resonating with me on a deep level right now. As the moon wanes at this precious moment of release ~ I've been confronting where I've been holding onto relationship connections that felt like maybe, not really believing that *just knowing* will come. This song is synchronistically supporting me to remember that all the shit I've gone through on this quest of Love ~ is now fertile soil for what has been planted all along.
There have been so many beautiful couples in my life who have said they *just know*. It must be like an orgasm, the kind of thing you can't really explain or know until you've experienced it. I keep feeling a deep yearning for a divine union, sinking into the depths with somebody who I *just know* about. I've done enough exploring for now.
I used to become a martyr in Love, just accepting the shit as it came, opening my heart bigger & bigger to accept it all. Now I realize that real Love doesn't criticize, judge, or hurt ~ that's ego. I believe it's possible to experience real Love in a relationship with another person, in a Love of unconditional acceptance and harmonious Be-ing...
"How you gonna know
who you are, what you feel
until you've felt a couple things
that just don't feel real?"
Thanks you, Ani... Your authenticity and honesty are so healing.
Life and Love can be easy, graceful, and simple. I am ready for *just knowing* to come my way, and trust the journey as it is now. :)
